Welcome

Hi. Welcome to my mind, and if you're lucky, you can even explore a small piece of my heart.
This is my world, where dreams will forever remain dreams.
It is the place where wishes get slaughtered miserably.
Oh, don't walk over there. That place is strictly forbidden you see.
*whispers*  It's where desires burn over and over. If you have good hearing, you can hear the screamssss.

Now if you come over here I'll show you the deadliest part. This is like the connecting piece of a puzzle;
only it connects my heart and my mind together.
And when it does, oh you do not want to see that! A tsunami comes, in the form of an attempt to cleanse my thoughts. Sometimes successful, most of the times not.
Maybe if you look closely in my eyes one day, you'll see the tsunami in a different form.

So as I was saying, this place is called 'What If's'. Here is where my mind comes up with a few dozen of thoughts that may not even happen, but forces its opinion on my heart; making the poor red, blood pumping thing deceive me completely by losing control over everything.
What If's is controlled by anxiety so you wouldn't want go to deep inside.

Uhh I think I covered all places right? Or am I missing something? Oh, where are the happy sections you ask?
Well I must clear that, this place is my own and personal hell, created to purify any happy thoughts and transform them into something sad and depressing and dark. Heavenly thoughts, happiness is a great feeling thoughts, are gravely restricted!

I hope you enjoyed the tour. I hope you heard the screams and cries (both loud and muffled) of everything that could prove to be even the smallest possibility of ever being happy. My mind is a very dark place people.  A very unhappy place. If you're mind is full of happy thoughts and roses, you should be thankful. If a tsunami of tears never approaches your eyes, be grateful.
And for those with their own personal hell's like mine, there's no escape..
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